Susan Sher , my beloved mother

Here are some facts about her:

• Her last spin at a casino slot machine was 10-10-10-10-10, and she turned around to me and said “ok let’s go”. She had only won 20 bucks, but she was very happy.

• My mother’s answer to the question “what would you do if you only had 3 months to live” was spending time with her family at home, decorating her room, and eating good food.

• She adored her grandson, and because of her limited funds and limited mobility she would take a series of local buses all the way from Bellingham to West Seattle to see him. That’s about 100 miles each way.

• After years of searching for the cause and solution to her chronic pain, thanks to hospice, and a correct diagnosis of her brain cancer, she was mostly pain free during her last months.

• She loved finding bargains and using a senior discount.

• She loved putting on display the things she bought, and loved having compliments about them.

• She loved shopping for and giving gifts to the people that she cared about.

• She loved seeing Barack Obama become president. She was at my house at the time, and she cried tears of joy when the results were in.

• Her favorite baseball player was Chipper Jones

• She called my 2 dogs, her “grandpuppies”, and treated them like little princes. She always loved to house-sit for me and my wife in order to spend time with them.

• She loved American Idol, General Hospital, Monk, and Baseball. Towards the end, when she had a hard time following plots and communicating, the only thing she wanted to watch was Monk.

• She was an expert at enjoying the moment. Whether it was food, a television show, the company of her friends and family, shopping, she always expressed great joy and appreciation for the happy moments of her life.

• For the last couple of years, she visited me at my house almost every other week for the duration of a few days, and I treasure those memories of her.

• She had a dark sense of humor (and so do I). I cannot print all of the things we laughed about together, even here in this blog. Nope, I just can’t do it.

Some things she used to say a lot

• “I’m a shopper”

• “I’m having so much fun!”

• “This is the best ______ I have ever had!!”

• “Oh no, you couldn’t possibly enjoy _____ as much as I do”

My mother knew that my sister and I weren’t all that excited about getting much of the items that she bought over the years. She wanted me to take a picture of her stuff after she finished decorating the room. Here it is:

Notice the miniature Hagrid . My mom got that for me because he looks Sooo much like my late father. I told her that we had to get a miniature statuette of her for me to keep after she passed away. See the statuette of the standing woman to the left of Hagrid? That was what I found, much to her chagrin. I used to point to the statue, and tell her “I love my mom”, and she said indignantly, “Hey!! I’m your mom”.

This was another favorite area of her room that she decorated in her last months.  Honest, it's not me who wants to put this here.  She really really wanted people to enjoy it. 

If you want to see more pictures of her, you'll have to scroll down to my sister's posts.

On a more serious note, she was very grateful to the services of her nurse practitioners, Terri in Seattle, and Lauren in Bellingham.  She was grateful for the attention to her comfort that hospice gave her.  She was grateful for the friendship of Thelma and Sandy from Atlanta, and Donna L and Jane M from Seattle. She had many other people who were her friends, especially from the TOPS organization.  She wasn't able to express herself very clearly over the phone towards the end, so she didn't keep in contact with them at the very end, but she was very grateful towards them, and loved them very much.

This is getting really long, so I will write down more thoughts soon.